When ppl think highly of you in your most lacking dept.
- <p> <b>Colleague H (guy):</b> So how many bouquets did you get over the (vday) weekend??<p/><b>Me thinking:</b> wow thanks for thinking so highly of me in this aspect which in fact is sooo in deficiency... but I can't say that out loud..<p/><b>Me:</b> hahaha why the question?? :/<p/><b>Col H:</b> We used to check out which lady will receive the most flowers on vday like a competition!<p/><b>Me thinking:</b> oo how lucky vday was a Sunday and how I have ZERO flowers n date wasn't a public embarrassment.. :/<p/><b>Me:</b> hahah so did u send your wife any gifts then??<p/><b></b> Diversion success...<p/></p>
“Be the person you needed when you were younger.” -Anon
Slightly more than 2 months into real work life and on my first mc today, brings me back to the days of idle. Looking back, I see I’ve been quite carefree, adaptable and quite easily contented. I appreciate every state that I’ve been in by acknowledging them. That don’t mean that I necessarily enjoy every of those moments. Some yes but others not so much. Moving on with life now, I’m also pretty contented but I know I have to make things better too. I’m afraid the comfort level will make me lose sight of what I aspire to become.

Last night at granny’s bday party! W my lovely cousins. Obviously these r only a couple. Almost the whole clan was present last night i.e. easily more than 50 pax! 😱 We had a grand catering at uncle’s place cos grandma is just too frail now to move abt too much to head out for dinners at restaurants. We even had a live pianist playing for the night to set the ambience!🎹 Great time to catch up w everyone n check out new additions to the fam (yay👶)!!
Trying not to let negative emotions manifest.
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hi again tumblr
it’s been a while since i’m on tumblr but thr’s no better space for my personal thoughts then here. so…
recently i’ve been feeling really low in regards to my personal situation. however i have a friend who seems to be in a more dire condition herself and of cos i have to be thr for her as a friend myself. also becos of this it would be very inconsiderate of me to rant abt myself given when she’s sadder than i am so i just try to handle myself.
tonight i had a htht w bff. i’ve been trying not to face my own emotions for so long that when i finally talk abt it, they seem more real than ever and i hate it. after talking abt it, i have been feeling really emo since and i can’t help it but start to sob (in private). i think it was a overdue cry as only aft that did i seem to feel slightly better…
Feeling totally bummed…
aft a much anticipated interview that I left w the interviewer seeming unimpressed.









